Do so many things right now. I want to put the dishes in the dishwasher and run that, I want to put the pop cans in a bag, I have little things I want to put away, but I can't. Every time I stand up, I have this pain in an area that I won't name, but I am sure you could probably figure it out :) I don't like the pain and it makes it hard to walk, it really does. Then I feel pretty pathetic for complaining....just keep walking...but it doesn't go away until I sit down. Maybe it is a sign that I need to sit down and just wait until tomorrow, but I don't want to! The hubby has school in the morning so I won't have any time to do anything then, except go crazy with an almost 2 year old! I just want to be done. But like I sad before, I'm not looking forward to the actual delivery. I think maybe it is worse with the second one because you know what you are getting yourself into. I have been praying a lot lately.....for calmness, for things to go well. I know the big man upstairs is there for me and will help me get through, but man, I am really scared! Sometimes I just break down in tears because of the anxiety. I really don't know what to do anymore.
On a happier note...we went to a fair today. Yes, I am due in 7 days...haha, I was hoping the walking would get things moving :) It was dollar day at the fair and we couldn't pass that up. $3 for us to get in and park, instead of $15. I think Jamie enjoyed his mommy/daddy time. He loves animals and tractors and got to see all of those today. He then decided that he would sleep the 30 minutes home and then not take his nap when we got home. This momma was tired and took a nap though! He did stay in his crib for a couple of hours playing with his blankets, stuffed animals, and just chilling. I'm glad he doesn't mind doing that. I do feel bad, but I was just so tired. It did mean an early bedtime tonight so I guess it worked out nice!
Sounds like fun! I'm so excited for the birth of your newest little one!! I wish you all th best!
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