Friday, September 10, 2010

Nerves

I am stressing out like mad here. I am feeling so many different emotions, I don't know what to do! I am super excited to meet our new little guy, but I don't want to go through the whole process. I know, that probably makes me sound like a bad mom, but I didn't have a good experience the first time and I'm so afraid that will happen again. At this point, I'm ready for a C-section....please don't judge. I'm afraid of so many things and I shouldn't be. I guess it is normal to be afraid/nervous/anxious/excited. I just want to meet the little man! I'm a little nervous about how Jamie will react. He LOVES babies, but I know that could change when the baby doesn't leave. I also have to figure out last minute where he will go.....because of plans changing all of a sudden. We have people here that will help, that is not the problem. I would like him to at least sleep at home while I'm in the hospital, just to keep things as normal as possible for him, but I also have to realize that may not be able to happen. I'm trying to keep my mind busy with lots of other things in hopes that I will calm down a little. Ha...good luck, right?! I am due in 10 days and my nerves get worse everyday.

Oh, one more thing. My husband pointed out that in my last post I said I couldn't believe that Jamie was going to be 1....well, duh, he will be 2!!

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